Love me for me!

I been trying trying
hold my head up high
I been lying lying
Keeping it all inside
Trying not to trust to you, yeah
Take another leaf, I'm broke yeah yeah?

I'm done, I give up
I don't wanna pretend no more
That's it, so what
I've lost a friend before
Gonna say it like it is
No more wondering what if...
That ain'tthe way you oughta live 
'Cause I don't want you to love me.